Post by Kellan Grace Callahan on Mar 16, 2010 0:44:24 GMT -5
--claimed by Kelsey <3
It wasn't very often that Kellan Callahan skipped class. She was an average student who didn't particularly like going to school, but her parents were paying for her education out of their pockets. She didn't think it'd be fair to them if they were paying for classes that she didn't attend. Today was one of those rare days where her devotion to Neil and Angelina's check book wasn't enough to overrule her desire to just get away.
It was just after 1 in the afternoon, and after taking one wrong train and getting off at the wrong stop when she finally hopped in the right train, Kellan eventually found herself at one of the few places in the city that she could actually stand: Strawberry Fields in Central Park.
Kellan had felt uncharacteristically down for the last few days. She usually handled stress by pushing it aside until it went away, but it seemed that everything that she should she had gotten rid of was pouring back in all at once.
She was in her second semester at the university and she still hadn't declared a major. That was a hard thing to do when you had absolutely no idea what you wanted to do with you life. Even when she was younger, Kellan never had the answer to the "what do you want to be when you grow up?" question. Well, here she was, supposedly "grown up," and she still didn't have the answer.
To make things worse, her birthday was coming up. Most kids her age loved celebrating their birthdays, but Kellan wasn't looking forward to this one at all. Nineteen was just so much older than 18 and it was only one year away from 20. Nineteen was old and 20 was practically ancient.
Her boyfriend didn't like her any more, or at least that's how she interpreted it when he left her hanging after she found the courage to tell him she loved him. Kellan was okay with it at first - she didn't want him to say it if he wasn't sure - but the more time that went by, the more offended she got. She never said it again after that night, hoping that if she didn't bring it up, Kenneth would forget that it happened.
She hated New York. She didn't understand what the big deal about the city was. It was cold, everyone moved too fast, and she got lost on a daily basis. Seattle hadn't been her favorite place either, but at least the Emerald City didn't leave her feeling violated and claustrophobic.
Kellan missed her family. She missed her mother's tiramisu and her father's stories about the shipyard. She missed her brother and how he would introduce her as ' My sister Kellan. She used to be annoying but now she's pretty cool.' She was even starting to miss her stupid little sister, who, for the last nine years, had been the bane of her existence. They were all an ocean away, which explained Kellan's sudden distaste for the Atlantic.
She hoped that spending some time at the memorial dedicated to her second-favorite Beatle and fourth-favorite celebrity of all time would put her in a better mood.
Her favorite sunglasses sat perched on the top of her head, though Central Park wasn't getting much sun. Everything in The Big Apple, from the sky to the buildings, was gray until at least the end of March. Kellan missed the sun.
The park was quiet for a Tuesday afternoon. Crouching low in front of the memorial's Venetian mosaic, Kellan ran her fingers across the IMAGINE tiles and wondered how John Lennon dealt with all of his stress.
It wasn't very often that Kellan Callahan skipped class. She was an average student who didn't particularly like going to school, but her parents were paying for her education out of their pockets. She didn't think it'd be fair to them if they were paying for classes that she didn't attend. Today was one of those rare days where her devotion to Neil and Angelina's check book wasn't enough to overrule her desire to just get away.
It was just after 1 in the afternoon, and after taking one wrong train and getting off at the wrong stop when she finally hopped in the right train, Kellan eventually found herself at one of the few places in the city that she could actually stand: Strawberry Fields in Central Park.
Kellan had felt uncharacteristically down for the last few days. She usually handled stress by pushing it aside until it went away, but it seemed that everything that she should she had gotten rid of was pouring back in all at once.
She was in her second semester at the university and she still hadn't declared a major. That was a hard thing to do when you had absolutely no idea what you wanted to do with you life. Even when she was younger, Kellan never had the answer to the "what do you want to be when you grow up?" question. Well, here she was, supposedly "grown up," and she still didn't have the answer.
To make things worse, her birthday was coming up. Most kids her age loved celebrating their birthdays, but Kellan wasn't looking forward to this one at all. Nineteen was just so much older than 18 and it was only one year away from 20. Nineteen was old and 20 was practically ancient.
Her boyfriend didn't like her any more, or at least that's how she interpreted it when he left her hanging after she found the courage to tell him she loved him. Kellan was okay with it at first - she didn't want him to say it if he wasn't sure - but the more time that went by, the more offended she got. She never said it again after that night, hoping that if she didn't bring it up, Kenneth would forget that it happened.
She hated New York. She didn't understand what the big deal about the city was. It was cold, everyone moved too fast, and she got lost on a daily basis. Seattle hadn't been her favorite place either, but at least the Emerald City didn't leave her feeling violated and claustrophobic.
Kellan missed her family. She missed her mother's tiramisu and her father's stories about the shipyard. She missed her brother and how he would introduce her as ' My sister Kellan. She used to be annoying but now she's pretty cool.' She was even starting to miss her stupid little sister, who, for the last nine years, had been the bane of her existence. They were all an ocean away, which explained Kellan's sudden distaste for the Atlantic.
She hoped that spending some time at the memorial dedicated to her second-favorite Beatle and fourth-favorite celebrity of all time would put her in a better mood.
Her favorite sunglasses sat perched on the top of her head, though Central Park wasn't getting much sun. Everything in The Big Apple, from the sky to the buildings, was gray until at least the end of March. Kellan missed the sun.
The park was quiet for a Tuesday afternoon. Crouching low in front of the memorial's Venetian mosaic, Kellan ran her fingers across the IMAGINE tiles and wondered how John Lennon dealt with all of his stress.